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ConvictedAs I lay here in my bed.
I lay awake wondering.
Thinking of death.
Coldest soul.
Glacier froze.
Emotions cold.
Insides stole.
Stolen and broken.
Heart steady choking.
Heartbreak soaking.
Into all that is humanity.
The life that was meant to be.
Promises.
Lied so sweet.
Packaged.
Frozen treat.
Eat his heart.
Sealing eternity.
Healing.
To only bleed.
Again.
From the inside.
Broken record begins.
Leaving infinite.
Happiness is my sin.

His WarYou look at my arms and ask me why
You thought I was better
You thought I was alright
But as I trace
Those fine, red lines
I whisper so softly
It's almost a sigh
"No, no
I'm perfectly fine

"But in his sorrow he is caught
He has tear stains in his eyes
From the wars he fought
He lets out a terrible cry
For the things he's sought
So how can I be happy
When he is not?"

Why.Why am I the only one in pain ?
Why do I always get the blame ?
I know I do everything wrong,
But i’m trying my hardest to stay strong.
Why can’t these feelings just go away ?
It keeps haunting me day by day.

Esas madrugadas llenas de pensEsas madrugadas llenas de pensamientos rodeando mi cabeza como enredaderas unidas unas con otras, donde pienso real y no emocional, donde tu me cegaste y me tiraste a mi suerte, donde ahora me levanto solo, donde ahora tu te encuentras en el cielo, pero pronto caerás, recuerda las nubes no son de hierro.

Will you...Will you?

Will you love me,
Always?
Even when I'm anger,
Or sad.

Will you listen,
When I want to rant?
Talk,
To fill the silence.

Will you hug me,
When I need one?
Kiss me,
When I want you to.

Will you be my friend?
My Love?
My Heart?
And my other half?

Will you care for me,
When I'm sick.
Hold me,
When I'm upset.

Everyone needs that special someone, if you don't have one then don't worry. They're out there somewhere.

No se como pueden damas desperNo se como pueden damas desperdiciar a un hombre que viste de galas, escribe en sus días adversos pero hace el amor como si no hubiera universo.

BattlefieldOnce again i've returned to the one place I hate the most,

Where nothing but screams & blood are present.

The sky lays above my head pitch black,

Nothing peaceful here, only deadly content.

Dried blood rests across my face,

My wounds throughout my body remain unhealed.

I hate being in this place,

Where my demons, are revealed.

Even though i'm tired,

And my heart feels as if it's going to give up on me soon.

I must keep fighting this battle,

I'm not sure of what else to do.

As the underdog that I am,

I will continue to play this game and somewhat stay strong.

It's hard to stay positive here,

This is the one place I know I don't

That person.Looking for someone who cares,
Waiting until that person appears.
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Thinking off you,
I wish my dreams would come true.
Maybe you’re that person,
The one who will care.
But probably not,
Because if you where, you would be here, with me.
And then I wouldn’t have to miss you.
But know I do..
So i’m sitting here, waiting.
Waiting until that person appears,
The one who cares.

UnnoticedUnnoticed

It seems like I’ve become see threw
Like I’m just not there
Except for when I’m in trouble
I can’t seem to find how that’s fair

Maybe it’s cause I’m the middle child
Or that I don’t have a special skill
Maybe I don’t cause enough problems
Will she notice me if I were to kill?

Whatever the case may be
I seem to always be out shined
By a sister who loves and cares
And a brother who’s dumb and blind

Mother just doesn’t see me
I feel like I’ve been tossed away
A machine with not heart
Only able to obey

I’ve become a drone
Not actually a part
Of this perfect little family
Silly drone you’re not so smart

For thinking she would notice you
For thinking she would care
For a screw up like you
Love you? She wouldn’t dare

No she doesn’t love you
She only loves her boy
You’re just here to do the chores
Just her cleaning little toy

They destroyed the moonThey destroyed the moon

The moon used to be my Novocaine.
It brought the tide to cover up my pain.
I'd wait for it to come.
When the tide came I was numb,
It'd wash over me,
And I'd feel free,
But in reality,
The pain was still inside of me.
It was never gone, just hidden from view,
Like cosmetics to a bruise, hiding the black and blue,
The truth is that my tide,
Was a place for me to hide,
The pain was still there every day,
I've never actually been okay,
And now I wait again for the tide to come,
For my chance to be completely numb.
But the moon is destroyed,
My membership is void,
I'm exposed,
There's nowhere to repose,
The tide is gone.

CaptivityCaptivity

I sit there alone in darkness. No one comes to rescue me. Why would they? Were locked up in Captivity. The Devil fills our minds with Sadness. We can never escape Captivity. Everyone walks by. They stop and stare and we are angered. Because they're free and were not. It begins to unleash that feeling that cages inside us. I took the knife and ran it across my soft skin. I bleed and bleed with a smile on my face. "Im finally free im sorry guys goodbye".

Red EyeDon't go through the dust storm unless you want to catch
red eye
Don't go to the nice eccentric people unless you want your
head dyed
Don't go to the pink mist unless you are eager to
die
Don't go to 'Delphia unless you want to get caught by
Red Eye.

With the gaze of him you find transfixed
your disposition of him utterly mixed
is he truly up to his ingenious tricks?
or is it obvious he is truly sick?

to the clouds above lay what was a town
red like him as is his disciples all around
to mine and coal to his bidding to lose what is not found
but nevertheless they are eager and honorbound

But there are some
who doubt my insight
but of those

Random poemLong ago there was place very far away
the place was ruled by a evil queen who was only age fourteen
she held deep respect for her servant and her tool
and was blinded by the peasants cries for food
Josephine was her horse's name
and the land of the riches is what she claimed
The servant went into a neighboring town and fell for a girl
her eyes shone like a green pearl
telling his queen, she whispers so no one can hear
"Make sure she doesn't interfere"
Meeting the girl in green in the forest of eve, the servant cries as the girl who once shone like a green pearl...
has now disappeared from the world
the kingdom starts to burn to the ground a

figureI'm trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong. Because I've learned- if something is wrong- fix it. Don't pity yourself, don't complain to others. But honestly it's so fucking hard when I have no idea what I'm doing wrong. I'm so fucking stressed by all the people around me, no one ever listens when I say enough is enough. I just want to dig myself a cave and live there for a good fucking while.

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by ~graceinjay, Jan 25, 2013, 6:38:25 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Concrete Poetry

fate has brought us together,
fate has brought us apart.
fate will bring another to me.
only time can tell when and where.
time is not now,
place is not here.
there's no room for another,
not when someone has taken my heart.

fateby ~graceinjay

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a poem I wrote

~Stuffystuffstuff2 Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Oh mi gosh.... ;_; I get all these feels from this. I just recently posted a poem sorta like this... I-it's so... ;-; *cries

~graceinjay Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

>< thanks

i was kinda depressed when i wrote this >< so yeah ^_^;;

~Stuffystuffstuff2 Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I was extremely SUPER DEPRESSED when writing mine... I just told the awful feelings to get out of my being and into this poem! >

and thus it was born. It was SOOO long though... But I'm glad it's over. I've moved on.

~graceinjay Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

i know what chu mean :/ i recently broke up with my boyfriend and these words just popped into my head ><

~Stuffystuffstuff2 Jan 25, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Oh. Mine boyfriend broke up with me... =_= apparently I was getting a little boring or something like that? I promise I'm not the boring one. He never said anything to me. I was really kinda invisible. He would only text me for hours on end. Even though it only happened a couple hours ago I'm already smiling and laughing about it! ^_^ just that realisation of how stupid it was

~graceinjay Jan 26, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

we broke up cause his mom din't like me :/ me and him still talk and all but i feel like there's a void in my heart :/

~Stuffystuffstuff2 Jan 27, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Aww. Well rest assured. I'm sure that he still loves you. Just cause his mom doesn't like you doesn't mean he feels the same as she does.

~graceinjay Jan 27, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I guess >< but i wish i could still be with him >< well jow i'm fine ^_^ took a week to actually register the break up XD now he's my crush XD idk about him, but i still have my feelings intact wich is bad :/

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